I remember when Georgie died, i cried like crazy over a few weeks, even in school. Some of them thought it was a joke and kept shouting out Georgie's name in class and idk, somehow just hearing his name made me start breaking into tears. Yes, i was that sensitive lol.

I had him for 3 years. Who ever heard of a hamster lasting that long! He was so pampered and well trained that he didn't bite anyone or poop around the house. Every night we would let him out of his cage and let him wander around. Was funny seeing a tiny little thing scurrying around our living room floor while we watched tv haha.

He definitely grew in our hearts and died eventually due to old age. I remember my mom and i literally went to every vet because we couldn't stand to watch him suffer but none of them wanted to put him to sleep. Georgie got so weak until he couldn't clean his eyes so he couldn't open them (due to eye dirt making it shut). Mom would slowly clean them for him everyday and softly talk and comfort him. It was just so painful to watch.

He died after i came home from tuition one night. We cried so bad and buried him in our backyard in the dark.

And then there's Jagger. I just introduced him in my previous post and now he's gone :(

Jagger was having a serious case of diarrhoea and i made an appointment with the vet. But yesterday, he was so weak that whenever he tried to walk he'd just topple over. I tried pushing the appointment earlier but the vet said they were full so i prayed that he could just bear another 2 more hours.

Then i saw that he was now lying over and on the verge of dying. I just couldn't stand to see him that way so i got ready and just went over to the vet without changing my appointment. When they saw his condition (and my worried face lol), they attended to him but with bad news. His heartbeat was irregular and his temperature awfully low and even if they gave him fluids, the most he'd last would be another day. So i agreed when the vet said they should put him to sleep to end his sufferring. Just looking at him lying on the table made me cry so bad because there was nothing i could do to help him.

Its just been a couple of weeks since i'd had him but he was the reason i looked forward to coming home. Having him made staying at home a lot more comforting cause i was no longer alone. I'd always tickle and snuggle him and say bye when i was leaving. Its just so different now.

Jagger baby, i miss you so much and i hope you know how much i love you. You may have been in my life for only a short period of time but i've always loved you from the start. Rest in peace my little baby. Who knows, you might even meet Georgie up there.

I love you both. Always and forever.

xx

P/s I know what people think. They're so small, why go through all that trouble? The thing is, they're just like having a dog or a cat, only smaller in size. The bond and love you share is just as much. And if you love animals just as much as i do, any loss is a massive heartbreak.

Out of all this, i have 14 of them :) And i think there's more, just not shown here.

He's still quite untrained though and freaks out at the slightest of noises. Gotta get him used to his new environment. He's too cute that i like to tickle him sometimes hehe. I just love my little bundle of fur.

I know life right now is stable. I've got my masters to finish up and a job that helps me with my future. But somehow i can't help feeling that i want something more than this. I've always wanted to pursue my love for photography, to travel around the world taking pictures or even work for National Geographic and take wildlife pictures. Or maybe become a travel or food journalist like what you see on tv. I dunno, just something out of this comfort zone. I'm tired of waking up and doing the exact same thing every day, every week for the rest of my life.

I saw the blog of Sonia's wedding photographer and i think her work is simply amazing. She takes such stunning pictures and has even traveled around for photography. You can have a look here.

I know its far from reality to be able to do something like that but i just wish i could. One day, hopefully.

much love

x

Happy Mother's Day to my awesome mummy! I love you :)

We don't really have much pictures together cause he dislikes taking pictures lol. Sad case of picture memories eh. But we def have been through a lot and i'm thankful to see how we've grown in this.

Love you bie and i miss you. Really wish i could be there right now to spend this moment together :(

I'm so bored! Been sleeping like super early lately (9-10pm) so i get up really early and get most of my work done. Most of my due dates are soon so i'm finding myself with less things to keep me preoccupied. More time to study i suppose :/

Anyways, i finally watched Friends with Benefits and its so hilarious! But at the end, he was sorta acting like a jerk. I guess most guys are like that (story of all the men in my life) where they blame girls and their feelings pfft.

Last minute cramming before my quiz. Totally bombed btw. It was so hard and not enough time! :(

Went to Bondi yesterday just to reward myself from such a stressing week. Saw some really nice clothes for sale but sobs, no money. Can't wait to get a job that'll actually earn me money. Actually come to think of it, i sorta started to feel like i prefer working over studying. I guess i'm starting to get a little fed up with all the research and whatnot.

x

Black sesame glutinous rice balls with sweet rice wine.

We actually ate a whole lot more than that but i forgot to take pictures and some dishes were repeated.

Remember how i said i wanted to make a change in my routine and explore around? Well my weekend definitely ended great. Thinking i should start turning my blog into a food one haha. Gonna start looking up food places and maybe go around trying them fortnightly. Anyone wanna be my food buddy?

I love homemade meatballs especially with melted cheese like this mmmnn :9

I wanna get a pet to keep me company over here :( 

We just walked down the whole of Crown St before i caught the bus back. Had a group meeting in uni which lasted for like, probably 10minutes? Lol. Feel so busy/am gonna be busy this week and the next cause of all the quizzes and assignments due. Just a month plus before first semester is over!

Ending with a random picture of myself :) Haha i'm starting to camwhore a lot these few days. Such a self-entertainer LOLOL.

much love

x

I am gonna make a change in my routine! I can't go on just going to uni and work for the whole year here in Sydney. That's just mad! Thinking to start exploring around during weekends, only if the weather will let me that is. Also need to wait until June/July till i can get my hands on the dslr once again.

It was free week last week and i went over to Perth for 5days to visit the boyfie and my friends :D Didn't do much though cause i ended up sick and losing my voice on the day i arrived. Lol it was so embarrassing when random people started talking to me or asking me stuff and i could hardly answer them. And my gosh, it was also so tiring just trying to talk. I felt like i had to shout and even then my voice came out in squeaks. Had to stay in bed the entire day. What a way to start my trip ey.

Look how much Jacob has grown! I remember carrying him around as a little puppy on the day my friend bought him naaww.

Tried out a new bubble tea store.

Had lunch plans with my girls at this cafe called Toast. I've been to East Perth a lot last time, but mostly at night and by car. The area is so soothing and relaxing and oh-so classy!

Its been a while since i had a full breakfast mmnn.

Got to meet Annie too! Been so long since i caught up with her.

Sadly the other girls couldn't make it. Joy had to leave after lunch and since we had nothing else to do, Annie took us to Koko Black (cause Mel hasn't been there). Massive indulgences on that day whooo!

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I remember when Georgie died, i cried like crazy over a few weeks, even in school. Some of them thought it was a joke and kept shouting out Georgie's name in class and idk, somehow just hearing his name made me start breaking into tears. Yes, i was that sensitive lol.

I had him for 3 years. Who ever heard of a hamster lasting that long! He was so pampered and well trained that he didn't bite anyone or poop around the house. Every night we would let him out of his cage and let him wander around. Was funny seeing a tiny little thing scurrying around our living room floor while we watched tv haha.

He definitely grew in our hearts and died eventually due to old age. I remember my mom and i literally went to every vet because we couldn't stand to watch him suffer but none of them wanted to put him to sleep. Georgie got so weak until he couldn't clean his eyes so he couldn't open them (due to eye dirt making it shut). Mom would slowly clean them for him everyday and softly talk and comfort him. It was just so painful to watch.

He died after i came home from tuition one night. We cried so bad and buried him in our backyard in the dark.

And then there's Jagger. I just introduced him in my previous post and now he's gone :(

Jagger was having a serious case of diarrhoea and i made an appointment with the vet. But yesterday, he was so weak that whenever he tried to walk he'd just topple over. I tried pushing the appointment earlier but the vet said they were full so i prayed that he could just bear another 2 more hours.

Then i saw that he was now lying over and on the verge of dying. I just couldn't stand to see him that way so i got ready and just went over to the vet without changing my appointment. When they saw his condition (and my worried face lol), they attended to him but with bad news. His heartbeat was irregular and his temperature awfully low and even if they gave him fluids, the most he'd last would be another day. So i agreed when the vet said they should put him to sleep to end his sufferring. Just looking at him lying on the table made me cry so bad because there was nothing i could do to help him.

Its just been a couple of weeks since i'd had him but he was the reason i looked forward to coming home. Having him made staying at home a lot more comforting cause i was no longer alone. I'd always tickle and snuggle him and say bye when i was leaving. Its just so different now.

Jagger baby, i miss you so much and i hope you know how much i love you. You may have been in my life for only a short period of time but i've always loved you from the start. Rest in peace my little baby. Who knows, you might even meet Georgie up there.

I love you both. Always and forever.

xx

P/s I know what people think. They're so small, why go through all that trouble? The thing is, they're just like having a dog or a cat, only smaller in size. The bond and love you share is just as much. And if you love animals just as much as i do, any loss is a massive heartbreak.

Out of all this, i have 14 of them :) And i think there's more, just not shown here.

He's still quite untrained though and freaks out at the slightest of noises. Gotta get him used to his new environment. He's too cute that i like to tickle him sometimes hehe. I just love my little bundle of fur.

I know life right now is stable. I've got my masters to finish up and a job that helps me with my future. But somehow i can't help feeling that i want something more than this. I've always wanted to pursue my love for photography, to travel around the world taking pictures or even work for National Geographic and take wildlife pictures. Or maybe become a travel or food journalist like what you see on tv. I dunno, just something out of this comfort zone. I'm tired of waking up and doing the exact same thing every day, every week for the rest of my life.

I saw the blog of Sonia's wedding photographer and i think her work is simply amazing. She takes such stunning pictures and has even traveled around for photography. You can have a look here.

I know its far from reality to be able to do something like that but i just wish i could. One day, hopefully.

much love

x

Happy Mother's Day to my awesome mummy! I love you :)

We don't really have much pictures together cause he dislikes taking pictures lol. Sad case of picture memories eh. But we def have been through a lot and i'm thankful to see how we've grown in this.

Love you bie and i miss you. Really wish i could be there right now to spend this moment together :(

I'm so bored! Been sleeping like super early lately (9-10pm) so i get up really early and get most of my work done. Most of my due dates are soon so i'm finding myself with less things to keep me preoccupied. More time to study i suppose :/

Anyways, i finally watched Friends with Benefits and its so hilarious! But at the end, he was sorta acting like a jerk. I guess most guys are like that (story of all the men in my life) where they blame girls and their feelings pfft.

Last minute cramming before my quiz. Totally bombed btw. It was so hard and not enough time! :(

Went to Bondi yesterday just to reward myself from such a stressing week. Saw some really nice clothes for sale but sobs, no money. Can't wait to get a job that'll actually earn me money. Actually come to think of it, i sorta started to feel like i prefer working over studying. I guess i'm starting to get a little fed up with all the research and whatnot.

x

Black sesame glutinous rice balls with sweet rice wine.

We actually ate a whole lot more than that but i forgot to take pictures and some dishes were repeated.

Remember how i said i wanted to make a change in my routine and explore around? Well my weekend definitely ended great. Thinking i should start turning my blog into a food one haha. Gonna start looking up food places and maybe go around trying them fortnightly. Anyone wanna be my food buddy?

I love homemade meatballs especially with melted cheese like this mmmnn :9

I wanna get a pet to keep me company over here :( 

We just walked down the whole of Crown St before i caught the bus back. Had a group meeting in uni which lasted for like, probably 10minutes? Lol. Feel so busy/am gonna be busy this week and the next cause of all the quizzes and assignments due. Just a month plus before first semester is over!

Ending with a random picture of myself :) Haha i'm starting to camwhore a lot these few days. Such a self-entertainer LOLOL.

much love

x

I am gonna make a change in my routine! I can't go on just going to uni and work for the whole year here in Sydney. That's just mad! Thinking to start exploring around during weekends, only if the weather will let me that is. Also need to wait until June/July till i can get my hands on the dslr once again.

It was free week last week and i went over to Perth for 5days to visit the boyfie and my friends :D Didn't do much though cause i ended up sick and losing my voice on the day i arrived. Lol it was so embarrassing when random people started talking to me or asking me stuff and i could hardly answer them. And my gosh, it was also so tiring just trying to talk. I felt like i had to shout and even then my voice came out in squeaks. Had to stay in bed the entire day. What a way to start my trip ey.

Look how much Jacob has grown! I remember carrying him around as a little puppy on the day my friend bought him naaww.

Tried out a new bubble tea store.

Had lunch plans with my girls at this cafe called Toast. I've been to East Perth a lot last time, but mostly at night and by car. The area is so soothing and relaxing and oh-so classy!

Its been a while since i had a full breakfast mmnn.

Got to meet Annie too! Been so long since i caught up with her.

Sadly the other girls couldn't make it. Joy had to leave after lunch and since we had nothing else to do, Annie took us to Koko Black (cause Mel hasn't been there). Massive indulgences on that day whooo!

Hello!